Breaking Through The Clouds

Where do I start? Geez. Things have been rough the last couple of months. I have been dealing with physical pain, lethargy and lack of motivation. Staying positive and being optimistic is a challenge. Life hands us lemons and it is up to us to figure out how to make lemonade. Sometimes I wonder why I keep pushing on a particular path when it seems Higher Power is trying to move me in a different direction. This is where my stubbornness kicks in.

How many more days do I need to ache to the extent I am? How many more times do I have to do something that is beyond my physical ability and act as if I am okay doing it? How many more signs do I need before I stop, quiet my mind and listen to Spirit? Dag nab it.

Perhaps it is time for me to do just that. When I have clouds hanging around me, I guess it is time for me to stop and reflect. Geez Louise! How much more self-reflection do I have to do?! When will it stop? I have no idea. What I do know is that looking at my past and hanging around there is not a great idea for me. Staying in the present and listening to Spirit is necessary for me to continue living as a spiritual being in a human being’s form. To some, this may sound weird. For those of you find this weird, I am not crazy as defined by the DSM-V. That is the important part. Great, now I probably said something offensive. ARG!

Perhaps I should stop before I get myself into trouble with my unfiltered mouth. Boy, I sure do go all over the place when I write. I am not really surprised for that is how I carry on conversations too. Cuz and I have the oddest conversations. We would never make sense to anyone listening to them.

I think I am done with this blog now.

Blessed Be.